Wednesday, January 21, 2009


It's interesting. For some reason, I childishly assumed things would feel immediately different when Obama took office. Things are has a different aura, but today at work I remember forgetting about that aura, and caring more about erythroleukemia than the fact that I may or may not be getting another stimulus check.

This remarkable episode of Frontline aired yesterday and I watched it again today. I found it to be almost obscenely candid about the life and arrogance of our new Commander-In-Chief. Of particular note are the somewhat subversive yet coyly ironic comments of Ben Wallace-Wells. He comes across like an asshole, but then again, so do I, especially when I feel like my cats are hotter than I am.

Thursday, January 08, 2009


I had a sudden downward mood swing this afternoon after leaving work. I called my sweetie to say hi hello, oh hello how was work oh fine we were slow today smooch smooch okay bye and then BANG!! Inexplicably.

Well, maybe not inexplicably. I think it may be vacation withdrawal. Or boyfriend withdrawal. Or sex withdrawal. Or all of the above. I feel so crazy batty, but I haven't quite been driven to the lengths of battiness as when I accidentally watch this show. Or this show. Or this show.

Its a hodgepodge of anxiety, anger, negativity, and bitterness. Rar.